Who Am I?

Who am I?
I don't know anymore.
I am a girl who is lost in her mind.
Full of hopes and dreams,
And faces.
The faces of my friends.
Long gone,
Fading from my mind,
Blurred like a picture,
And I dream.
Dream of the day that I will go home.
But I've been back.
Back there.
And it doesn't feel like home anymore.
So where is home?
Home is where the heart is.
That's what my mother told me.
And it still feels like I'm bound to there,
Even though I'm living here,
And my home now, is in the past
Where everything was real.
And not a dreamlike routine.
The past was normal,
And where I belong.
With my friends who I could tell anything to.
That I would trust with my life.
I belong in the town with winding streets
That were always changing,
But never made there feel like less than home.
It was the only place I had ever really known.
And now its gone.
Not completly.
But it feels more like a place from my dreams.
A place that I'm not sure exists anymore.
And time wears memories.
And maybe I'm not remembering right,
But there were more falling stars for me to wish on,
More chances for me to take,
More openings for my future,
And they tore it all away,
And its gone.
And with everything gone,
It feels like something in me is gone too.
Lost in my heart,
Or not connected anymore.
Because every goodbye,
Tore a rip in my heart.
A rip in me.
And my heart was broken,
Ripped up,
As easily as a piece of paper.
That life ended.
And part of me disappeared.
And I know she's burried somewhere inside me.
The crazy girl.
The random girl.
Who's lost in her mind.
Swimming with faces.
That time slowly fades.
So I ask,
Can you tell me?
Who am I?